My Ambition

Salam.  X)

Hmm.. talk about ambition. I'm trying to imagime myself what I'm gonna be in 5 years.

When I was younger, I wanted to be a chef. I was down when Mom said I was too slow when it comes to kitchen duty.
Then, I planned to be a vet.  I cancelled because I wouldn't dare to touch pigs.

Then, Dad came in the picture and encouraged me to take medicine course. Well... as much as I love Biology, I hardly always get an A.

I did pictured myself wearing a white coat and looked cool....but then, I imagined I was cutting open a pregnant a woman. I mean, come on, I wouldn't hurt an ant, you expect me to cut open a human-being?

Like Mom says, as long as you 'minat' bidang tu, you can handle it.

But why am still hesitating when people asking me about my ambition?

Do I want to be a a doctor?  Well, yes, I guess. I'm only 50% sincere when I said that, Ottoke?! 
 Whenever our future career topic is mentioned, Mom would say 'Oh, ni aa diorang ni nak amik medicine, Abah nak hantar diorang gi Mesir'.


What am I supposed to respond when she said that? Obviously,they are hoping for us to be doctors. Mom and Dad always told us they imagined us open our very own clinic next to each other. 

My sis told me she's interested in architecture.

Somebody help me... How do I make a choice? Should I follow my heart or follow what my parents says"

Just Me

Assalamualaikum...

Hey... Y'all probably recognize me cause I look like Mena. Well, technically, she's my twins.

What I'm going to tell you from now on is MY story.Yes.

A Person Named Amalia. That's me.

But first, let me tell you a little bit about myself.

I'm not a genius with an IQ of 200 nor a beauty that can melt any guy's heart with my wink. I'm just a muslimah who wants to chase her own dreams.

To make your dreams come true, you have to believe they're true...