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Thursday, April 7, 2011

Adult

Assalamualaikum dan Selamat Sejahtera..


Today's topic is         Adult


      What does ADULT means? To me?  Well, you get to go anywhere you want without any bodyguard hanging around, you get to spend your own money blindly, you can be whatever you want, you can annoy your little brother under any occasion or circumstances, basically choose any path because you have freedom in the palm of your hand. 

Well, biologically, Adult is a fully grown, mature organism. Which also means a mature person. A mature person makes his own decision because he knows what he's doing. Well, to be honest, after reading what I'm writing. I am obviously NOT an adult yet. Because I have no idea what I'm writing. HAHA. Just kidding.

I also think that 'Adult' is a person who understand himself better than anyone else. I want to understand myself too. Sometimes I don't get myself. I look at this one stuff and says I love it, so my brain operates and send nerve impulses to the brain saying that I love this one thing but then, my heart denies it. Do you ever get the feeling that you're doing the right thing but then, you're not doing it because you think its the right thing but because everyone else think it was the right thing.

Ugh.. Please get me a gun!  I'm perplexed. I confused myself. What in the world am I doing? What do I really want in this world anyway?

NOTHING! I don't want anything in this world because it's not forever. It doesn't LAST! So stop asking these questions and let me live my LIFE peacefully! This is MY life. Not yours!!!

Okay, back to reality. Sorry if I offend you. I don't mean YOU literally. I just...... wanna be happy. Is that too much to ask?  







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